Mood:  lazy

ughhhhhhh theres nothing to do this weekend!!!

my friend amanda is at a wedding up in some random corner of oregon (heyyyy amanda if ur reading this!!! ) and temecula is TOTAL GARBAGE and there is nothign to do here. my dad got called in to work today so right now i have the computer all to myself so i went on youtube and found the dance scene from napoleon dynamite!! OMFG it is sooooo funny! i love that movie sO MUCH XD XD ive just been watching that lil scene on repeat! i dont know how to put it on my blog but when i found out how to i will. (VOTE FOR PEDRO! XD)

 im eating some pizza from last night (hawaiian is the BOMB) and since i have literally nothinngggggg to do im looking up stuff on google about heavens gate. it is soooo creepy that theyre website is STILL up even after all of them died. i cant even understand half of what the writing is abt bcuz its so weirdly written and theyre beleifs are totally whacko. like you really think alien jesus is gonna ride on a comet and take you up into heaven? how did they even end up thinking that? and while im on it WHY THE BLACK NIKES??? its just so strange. (maybe i should buy some black nikes, LOL)

amanda thinks this kind of stuff is cool too. shes one of the only ppl who doesnt think im morbid or whatever and we like to talk abt it sometimes like which cult we wouldve joined (just talking abt it, id NEVER join a cult for realz). when i was over at her house last weekend we were in her room on her computer (btw im soooo jelly that she has a computer IN HER ROOM but its a macintosh computer so its kinda weird LOL) we were looking at these pix of jonestown and it was just like this big sea of bodies, it was kinda surreal. the world is just so fuckin crazy sometimes and so much weird shit happens sometimes i wonder if any of it is really happening, or if were in like the matrix or whatever. were probably not in the matrix LMAO.

but anywayyyyzzz amanda and i were talking and she said that when summer starts we should go to rancho sante fe and try and sneak into the heavens gate house which would be SO COOL  shes gonna get her license soon so were totally gonna do that and go on a roadtrip to celebrate my sweet 16!!! i dont know if that would be cool with my dad but who cares? i cant wait!!! XD XD XD

xoxo sophie ♥