Mood:  on fire

okay so i just got the best idea EVERRRRRR!!! since i can make my own website here and have my own stuff on it i was thinking maybe i can make a site where i investigate mysteries and stuff! like things in california or just in san diego county or just looking into weird shit in general! ive already got a name for it: SOPHIE SOLVES MYSTERIES. i think thats pretty cool, right?  i dont know how to change the URL or whatever so its still gonna be sophieissocool666 but its gonna be all about weird mysteries and stuff! if ur reading i hope u check it out! 

xoxo sophie ♥ 

Mood:  lazy

ughhhhhhh theres nothing to do this weekend!!!

my friend amanda is at a wedding up in some random corner of oregon (heyyyy amanda if ur reading this!!! ) and temecula is TOTAL GARBAGE and there is nothign to do here. my dad got called in to work today so right now i have the computer all to myself so i went on youtube and found the dance scene from napoleon dynamite!! OMFG it is sooooo funny! i love that movie sO MUCH XD XD ive just been watching that lil scene on repeat! i dont know how to put it on my blog but when i found out how to i will. (VOTE FOR PEDRO! XD)

 im eating some pizza from last night (hawaiian is the BOMB) and since i have literally nothinngggggg to do im looking up stuff on google about heavens gate. it is soooo creepy that theyre website is STILL up even after all of them died. i cant even understand half of what the writing is abt bcuz its so weirdly written and theyre beleifs are totally whacko. like you really think alien jesus is gonna ride on a comet and take you up into heaven? how did they even end up thinking that? and while im on it WHY THE BLACK NIKES??? its just so strange. (maybe i should buy some black nikes, LOL)

amanda thinks this kind of stuff is cool too. shes one of the only ppl who doesnt think im morbid or whatever and we like to talk abt it sometimes like which cult we wouldve joined (just talking abt it, id NEVER join a cult for realz). when i was over at her house last weekend we were in her room on her computer (btw im soooo jelly that she has a computer IN HER ROOM but its a macintosh computer so its kinda weird LOL) we were looking at these pix of jonestown and it was just like this big sea of bodies, it was kinda surreal. the world is just so fuckin crazy sometimes and so much weird shit happens sometimes i wonder if any of it is really happening, or if were in like the matrix or whatever. were probably not in the matrix LMAO.

but anywayyyyzzz amanda and i were talking and she said that when summer starts we should go to rancho sante fe and try and sneak into the heavens gate house which would be SO COOL  shes gonna get her license soon so were totally gonna do that and go on a roadtrip to celebrate my sweet 16!!! i dont know if that would be cool with my dad but who cares? i cant wait!!! XD XD XD

xoxo sophie ♥ 

Mood:  happy

HEY GUYZ! :D :D :D welcome to my blog!!! my name is sophie (not gunna tell you my last name bcuz i dont want you creeps stalking me LOL) and i live in cali and im in high school (sophomore year!!!). im guessing that only peepz from my high school are gunna read this so i dont know why im saying that 

anywayz im a writer. i like to write poems and stuff sometimes bcuz it helps me deal with my life, but im NOT gonna post any here! that would be so embarassing! well maybe i will but im only gonna post what i think is really good. and i dont really want to be a poet really, i wanna be a journalits someday and write about like crime and stuff. or maybe like a detective or a journalist-detective or somthing. liiiike mayb i could helo the cops catch the next charles manson or like the golden state killer (who STILL HAS NOT BEEN CAUGHT O~O)

 ppl @ school think im weird or whatever because im into creepy stuff like that, even the teachers  like my english teacher ms. kowalski (if ur from my school dont tell her im writing this) told us to write a short story and i wrote a story about this creepy cult that murders a bunch of girls and ms. kowalski showed it to my dad and told him she thought i was "deepy disturbed" and need counselling when i was just trying to do something i thought was cool. my dad was REALLY mad at me and he yelled at me in the car abt how i needed to keep that stuff in more if i wanted ppl to think im normal but WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO BE NORMAL?! ughhhhhhh

 sorry that got me so mad but i kinda wanna use this blog to vent a bit when in need. so i might do that sometimes. but right now im mostly just excited to do this blog!  it might be weird with finals coming up in a couple months but whatevz! i should probably stop writin now cuz i need to do some dumb math hmwrk (WHEN AM I EVER GONNA NEED CALCULUS?) but ill write again soon!

xoxo sophie ♥